January 2011
41 posts
I'm scared of what he will say.
I find it odd and sort of creepy that I turn my alarm off in my sleep quite often.
this really sucks whenever i am trying to get up for an 8am class.
i just had to post this again.
Please don’t promise me forever.
I want us to love each other one day at a time…
…and string all of those days together like the precious things they are…
…instead of trying too hard and promising too much.
Please dont expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.
But it will only be because of the weather or the...
I hate when I hear of girls getting pregnant at such a young age. it really makes my heart hurt for them because I’ve seen what unexpected pregnancy like that does to a family, and I can’t imagine myself having a child for at least another 7 years. But I’ve also seen the beauty that it brings too. Its always difficult being pregnant so young when you’ve been raised in a...
1 tag
2 tags
call me a nerd but the days where I get to play duets with my lesson teacher are my freaking favorite.
he might actually be the best clarinetist I have ever heard in person.
so yeah.
oh my stupid little mouth.
God exists outside of time, and since we are...
the most bizarre thing I have experienced in this life is seeing a face and recognizing it, but not knowing the soul behind that face when at one point that soul was apart of my own.
so strange.
can I just say that I couldn’t ask for a better man in my life?
like seriously.
and to think, if I was still at home he would not exist to me.
I have a loving Father.
Me: I always feel so empty. I don't see how life is even worth it...
God: Turn to me. I will fill you.
Me: But it is nothing but work-work-work or push-push-push... most the time, I just loose sight of what I am even working toward. I push through and push through and nothing seems to come of it. I am always just pushing through. For what?!
God: Be quiet my love, and trust in my timing. I promise, I have something so wonderful in store for you.
Me: But why am I so lonely?! Why do I feel so unloved? Why do so few people care about me? Why do I fall for someone who will never fall for me?!
God: Please, my dear. I love you. I promise you are loved by so many. I promise I have the right person in store for you. I promise. Why didn't you hear me before? I am here... why aren't you listening?
Me: Where are you?! I am done. I am SO done. I am giving up. WHAT IS THE POINT OF ALL OF THIS! I mean nothing to anybody. NOTHING. I am worthless! Are you even there?!
Satan: You are unloved, and there is nothing you can do. There is nobody here for you. Nobody. You can't do this. You won't get through. Give up.
God: BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU. Stop turning in on yourself, while I am here! My beautiful, I will protect you! I am constantly carrying you, I will do my best to keep you in my arms while you try to wiggle your way out. However, I give you the free will to leave ME because I love you. But I will never, never leave YOU.
Me: ............................................ Where have I been? What have I done?! Forgive me... I love you... will you ever love me again? I don't understand what has happened to me... I have messed up so much in every way. I have failed to love YOU, me, anybody.... I gave up. I have gone so wrong and I have hurt you. I let Satan and this world get the best of me. What do I do now....?
God: I will always love you.
Mighty To Save: lets chat about homosexuality. →
mighty2save:
there are 31,103 verses in the bible.
love is mentioned in 697 verses.
prayer is mentioned in 512 verses.
money is mentioned in 100+ verses all containing a negative context, most saying one cannot enter the kingdom of heaven unless they become poor.
faith is mentioned in 366 verses.
…
Don't make permanent decisions on temporary...
dont follow me; follow jesus †: And when I finally... →
dominusprovidebit:
And when I finally opened my hands and let the stained rags fall to the ground, and I reached out to show You the blood that covered my palms, allowed You to see the pain I was in, to assess the damage done, the hearts broken in my merciless attempt at making myself worthy of anything slightly…
i need a website where I can watch Pretty Little Liars from the very beginning…
I have been searching for probably close to an hour…
i need help.
I love college.
classes dont start for another week and a half.
reason #16 that I thank the Lord that high school doesn’t last forever.
Beginning of a New Year
I know this is a little late but its never too late to recap.
Important life Lessons Learned in 2010:
With the year I had, good grief, there was a lot. The beginning of the year I was still struggling with the whole “feeling like you belong” in college thing and getting over someone I thought I loved. I was taught a few people that the most important thing you can have in life is a...
Day 7. How you found Tumblr and how its changed...
I actually have no idea how I found tumblr.
I joined at the beginning of my freshman year in college and ever since I’ve been completely addicted. worse than I ever was with facebook and myspace. go figure.
so i guess its given me a way to get out of doing my homework and doing things that are actually productive. and its nice to get everything out on a website where most people wont...
Sometimes, I just need a freakin' bubble bath and...
amen.
My favorite part of New Years is New Years dinner.
I love the black eyed peas and the cabbage and the ham and cornbread.
and I love the privacy of New Years too.
Its just my immediate family sitting down and having a nice early dinner with all of our favorite New Years food.
But I have food poisoning.
So I don’t get to participate in todays festivities.
Crackers and Powerade for...
